Wednesday, October 8, 2008

seasons


For some time now I have felt like I have had a boulder on my chest and stomach.
There was nothing I could say and there was even less I could do.
I was really good at going through the motions.
I am becoming a pro.

but deep down I am hoping that life has more to offer
and I will take all the advantages it hands to me
and some days are hard
and others are even harder
but you know that you can rise above the sadness
and one day see the beauty of it all.

I hope that life shows me more than the same pattern I have been living in.
Pain and heartache
pain and heartache
laughter
smile
trip



pain


smile.

i could write today.
that is a good feeling.
and the seasons are changing
so it doesn't seem so alone
that I am changing as well.

3 comments:

Crying Out To God said...

love.......
lovely.....
you........

Mav Jennings said...

thinking of you and your season of winter.

praying for you when life grows cold and trees stand without leaves

hoping for an early bloom of spring to melt your grief into new life

ChelChel said...

I don't know you, but your words are beautiful and authentic. The photo is also very lovely.